I am not doing well. I am not making myself my priority right now. I'm stressed to the max with way to much going on at home, work and family life. Therefore, I am way off track and gaining, gaining, gaining.
I have a ton of excuses, but none of them matter. I cannot continue to gain. I need to make me a priority, I know this.
Am I going to do it? Not yet.
My parents finally move this weekend. I cannot wait. I've spent the last 2 months, with the exception of 3 weekends sprinkled in there, going down to their house on the weekends to help pack them up. I do fine when I'm there, because my mom is very supportive. BUT when I leave, I'm not good.
When I get home and my husband's not home, I'm not good. I do not do well alone. I need to get over that part. I will be working on that once things settle down.
Work is also crazy right now. In reality, it has been all year. I am using that as an excuse too... but when I get stressed, I eat. I've been eating a lot lately. AND a lot that is NOT good for me. Giving in to all my cravings. Obviously I need to work on that too.
I'm just struggling really bad. I am determined to not let this continue, I just need to get through the next couple of weeks. Then I will be focusing like a mad woman. In the mean time, my goal is to stop gaining. Then... start losing again when I can focus.
I still can't wait until I'm Healthfully Ever After!
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