This is going to be a very long journey for me... I'm not ready to give up. BUT I need to figure out how to get myself back on track. It's not really about counting points right now - because I'm not doing that well. If I just made one small change to eat healthier, I guarantee at this point I'll lose weight.
Don't be sad for me or want to fix me. Only I can do this for myself, I know that. I'm at the point where I've almost gone too far, but not quite yet. I had a setback this week that could not ever be imagined and I deal with things like that with food. Which does not make me feel good, but it's like a drug and for the moment of time that I'm eating it - I have a sense of euphoria... then guilt.
Please no comments this week - I don't want them. I know that you are thinking of me, wishing that you could help, etc. etc. This is me, I need to do it.
I will hang in there, trust me. I just need to get through this weekend... and keep remembering WHY I started.
I can't wait until I'm Healthfully Ever After.
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